Awkward hopes

I was told that the most awkward thing to happen was an awkward moment. A moment that does not seem to be happening in the right usual way, it is a moment of embarrassment and less comfort that usually leaves one in a tight condition of not knowing what exactly to do or say. It is thoughtful of someone to expect something, in hope comes the ability to expect or want to believe that a certain happening would come to reality.
When does one's hope become awkward? when can your hopes become uncomfortable for people? Is there a possibility that the hopes of someone can be awkward? What can someone want to happen that would appear to be awkward in the sight of humanity? This thought got me into thinking I should title this "AWKWARD HOPES"
When you look at a beautiful cousin of yours in a lust way, I guess you would soon be dabbling into an awkward hope. When the funeral undertaker is praying to God for good business, I guess he is hoping awkwardly, for business to go well for a funeral undertaker, people need to die. I wonder how all these barristers would ever get paid if they are not busy hoping we all have an issue that the courts must settle? The government prints money but hopes not to give the citizens much so they keep on complaining of lack of funds..... The Doctor and the whole health sector would not drink their drugs and inject themselves with all that liquid, am pretty sure, they are hoping we all get sick to put them in business.... The good hopes of a banker is for the uncomfortable event to happen to you so you can come for a loan before you can't pay back then they come for your house. Those guys producing bullets need you to keep shooting bullets so its not awkward that the war on terror sounds like bullshit* to me. The pastor maybe, does not need us all to be saints, else there would be no use for the gospel. If there are no hopes to label one as illiterate they would be no awkward organization of a period called receiving education. These thoughts are all awkward feelings. They made me uncomfortable, so I was inspired to write .
I only love the awkward hopes of the thief, he believes and wants everyone he meets to have money, only a thief is praying that people have money.... How awkward is the hope of a thief??????

_CoperateStreetBoy
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