Monday, May 28, 2018

Ambition

Lately it seemed to me like i did not know exactly what to do
A plan i had failed. I did not know what next to do.
I did not realize till after i made a song and confessed in the lyrics that i was "stuck in my lane" of course... i was indeed stuck...
Like a Glass cup stuck in another Glass cup..
I felt stuck.. i felt bound.. it was stagnancy, no clear cut positive move.
Same day.. same thing... we were in the future but it only felt like the past. Living the same routine over and over again... its been 8 years down here...

Why am i stuck?

The name of the song will tell you...

For the love of the Game
ELARH IS STUCK IN HIS LANE


that brings us to the title of this post. #Ambition

That is the problem. The ambition i have, the dream i saw. The visions i created and the mission i began. I could not stop... like an addict .. i just could not stop.

I had created something... An ideology.. a plot. A metholodgy, a plan, a life time mission and it failed...

What i wanted had not been seen by others
But i had seen the picture
Talked alot about it but it never really happened.

It kept hunting me..

I am a rapper, a writer, a social activist, an event manager, a promoter who wants to be a politician later in life.. he also wants to have money but he doesnt have money now.

Do you see the ambition

I am a rapper i said?

No it should be i was a rapper...
But hey, i still free style among my small circle of 3 hommies..


Right now.. i feel more like a broke bsc graduate of public administration who is looking for a job... anything legal" to pay him...

It has to be legit... lost alot already...

So to get the ambition rolling... i had to switch cards... i had to go back to school.

Probably remain a zikite for another 7 years...
Just for the ambition, then the qualification.

As for money... me i am done chasing you... start chasing me....


Chika Nwachuku.
Corporate Street Boy
Elarh

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