#Forgive

 I would forgive myself for all the harm I did to myself. All the times I made me sad, the times I darkened my soul. When I put the dark colours in the beautiful portrait of life, the times I thought I should never have a wife. The times I despised the strive, too impatient to wait for my blessings to arrive. Eyes on the stars, the radiations may have changed,  it's time to watch my fate change again, the times where I carefully put down certain paths to my Lane. Taking a look at the world, I would love to be on my throne, but when the time feels cold and I realize am on my own, when the breeze of shame blows on my name and I have to fight to protect the family fame. When my blood is not in their veins, but my thoughts in their brains, am stuck to the glue, as high as the sky that is blue.. wet as the morning due..dry throats I want to drink mountain due. Forgive my paranoia, not like my option was another.